I am happier now...
I am feeling much happier now, I think most of that was just a one day kinda thing. Anyways, thanks for all the concern but I am doing good. Yesterday was my birthday...pretty crazy. I can't believe that I am actually 17. That sounds SO OLD. Yikes. Only 3 years until I'm 20. Thanks everyone for all the nice thoughts and cards and all. I am saying thank you alot...crazy! I think I'm just going to write randomness to certain people, I don't feel like writing much else since I have to censor myself in here since theres some things I don't think would be good for anyone to read. They would be concerned and try to "talk" with me and all but just trust me, I know what I am doing.
Chelsea- That sucks with the whole Jesse thing. I don't know what would make him feel like that but I agree, its time for him to come out of his bubble. Moving on...tell me about this guy you're seeing on Friday. Where did you meet him and what are you guys gonna do? CRaziness...anyways, much <3 from me :)(I stole your symbol, yikes!)
Paul- I think you need a livejournal, I have a code for you, just ask :) Oh yeah, and thank you for that awesome card. IT HAD EVE ON IT! Wow.
Ashley- I hope you are getting all the craziness figured out. I always analyze things wayyyyyy too much too. Thanks for the candles and holder. That is so sad that it broke but its alright, its really the thought that counts and it was really nice of you to get me something and write me the card. Maybe I'll have to get you a half birthday present...
Paul and Ashley- Alright, I think I'm being way too risky and blunt and digging into other peoples business and not being the best I could possibly be but I have to ask you guys anyways. That doesn't mean you have to answer and please, please, please whatever you do don't get mad at me for it because I am just genuinly wondering. Is there anything that is going to go on between you two, like are you going to keep seeing each other, or was tolo a friendly date and the end of it. See, I know how annoying it must be for you when other people dig into YOUR business like this since I went through alot of that earlier this year but for some reason I still had to ask. I think you guys talk on the phone quite alot but am not sure if you are gonna do anything without prompting from Tony and I. Anyways, remember you don't have to answer and that I am just an innocent, curious bystander...
Karin- Hey Karin! That cell phone recorded message was so cool. I was like "ITS HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!". That was really nice of you to do. Thanks for the cool african hanging rack thing and wand and blowers and balloon too (not to mention the card, which was an excellent choice). How are things going with you and Roya? She seems to be acting rather...distant to you. I suppose it isn't any of my business. I think I'm in a quite strange mood today and just feel like infringing. Oh well. We should do something sometime. Call me. :)
Emily- That really really sucks that you got grounded from the car for wearing your shoes in the house. OMG. I would seriously like want to rebel like crazy and threaten to move out or something. I don't know how you can stand it. You probably won't read this before tomorrow but I get to work with you. YAY! That should be pretty crazy. A few of the work people weren't so happy today, I'll tell you about it tomorrow. Forrest had a tantrum, poor kid. Ann Boyce was seriosly yelling at him like crazy. it was like a power struggle and she was like "SIT DOWN NOW" and he said "but I have to clean up my lunch" and then they just kept repeating those phrases getting louder and louDER and LOUDER. Crazy! Anyways, he finally started crying and she looked pretty angry and said she was calling his dad and that just made him more upset. It was very crazy. Oh yeah, I made a new sign for the teacher assistant board on the back of the bathroom door too. Pretty exciting. Hasta luego. :)
If I didn't write to anyone who feels like they should have been written to, I'm sorry! You can read all the interestingness in the other things. Its actually like all the stuff is to everyone but yeah, I just thought it would be easier this way today. I'll probably write normal next time. I hope you all have a great day.
Chelsea- That sucks with the whole Jesse thing. I don't know what would make him feel like that but I agree, its time for him to come out of his bubble. Moving on...tell me about this guy you're seeing on Friday. Where did you meet him and what are you guys gonna do? CRaziness...anyways, much <3 from me :)(I stole your symbol, yikes!)
Paul- I think you need a livejournal, I have a code for you, just ask :) Oh yeah, and thank you for that awesome card. IT HAD EVE ON IT! Wow.
Ashley- I hope you are getting all the craziness figured out. I always analyze things wayyyyyy too much too. Thanks for the candles and holder. That is so sad that it broke but its alright, its really the thought that counts and it was really nice of you to get me something and write me the card. Maybe I'll have to get you a half birthday present...
Paul and Ashley- Alright, I think I'm being way too risky and blunt and digging into other peoples business and not being the best I could possibly be but I have to ask you guys anyways. That doesn't mean you have to answer and please, please, please whatever you do don't get mad at me for it because I am just genuinly wondering. Is there anything that is going to go on between you two, like are you going to keep seeing each other, or was tolo a friendly date and the end of it. See, I know how annoying it must be for you when other people dig into YOUR business like this since I went through alot of that earlier this year but for some reason I still had to ask. I think you guys talk on the phone quite alot but am not sure if you are gonna do anything without prompting from Tony and I. Anyways, remember you don't have to answer and that I am just an innocent, curious bystander...
Karin- Hey Karin! That cell phone recorded message was so cool. I was like "ITS HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!". That was really nice of you to do. Thanks for the cool african hanging rack thing and wand and blowers and balloon too (not to mention the card, which was an excellent choice). How are things going with you and Roya? She seems to be acting rather...distant to you. I suppose it isn't any of my business. I think I'm in a quite strange mood today and just feel like infringing. Oh well. We should do something sometime. Call me. :)
Emily- That really really sucks that you got grounded from the car for wearing your shoes in the house. OMG. I would seriously like want to rebel like crazy and threaten to move out or something. I don't know how you can stand it. You probably won't read this before tomorrow but I get to work with you. YAY! That should be pretty crazy. A few of the work people weren't so happy today, I'll tell you about it tomorrow. Forrest had a tantrum, poor kid. Ann Boyce was seriosly yelling at him like crazy. it was like a power struggle and she was like "SIT DOWN NOW" and he said "but I have to clean up my lunch" and then they just kept repeating those phrases getting louder and louDER and LOUDER. Crazy! Anyways, he finally started crying and she looked pretty angry and said she was calling his dad and that just made him more upset. It was very crazy. Oh yeah, I made a new sign for the teacher assistant board on the back of the bathroom door too. Pretty exciting. Hasta luego. :)
If I didn't write to anyone who feels like they should have been written to, I'm sorry! You can read all the interestingness in the other things. Its actually like all the stuff is to everyone but yeah, I just thought it would be easier this way today. I'll probably write normal next time. I hope you all have a great day.