Young & in Love
Where have I been lately? I'm feel horrible for neglecting my precious livejournal and for not keeping in touch with all you lovely people. I'm so wrapped up in my new movie and new love. This is my first major role and there is so much stress on me to give a knock out performance. I worry that since Brandon and I are not super famous that people won’t go to our movie. It's basically a bunch of nobodies. Also I'm a PRODUCER! More stress and expectations. However, I am confidant. The script is full of raw human emotion and it's unique. It's not the average boy-meets-girl-and-oh-my-gosh-they-fall-in-love-movie.
I look horrible because we has just done a fight/crying scene. The picture's big so beware.
http://www.silentnightthemovie.com/P1010045_1.JPG
Jake has helped ease the stress. He really is a sweet heart. He comes and visits me on set almost everyday. He's so supportive...I think I love him. I really have never been in love before but I know that I am now. Waking up every morning with a smile on my face because I've been dreaming about him...my heart actually hurts when he doesn't call or when we've been apart for too long. I can't tell him. Boys are scared of love and I don't want to chase him away. Not now.
I look horrible because we has just done a fight/crying scene. The picture's big so beware.
http://www.silentnightthemovie.com/P1010045_1.JPG
Jake has helped ease the stress. He really is a sweet heart. He comes and visits me on set almost everyday. He's so supportive...I think I love him. I really have never been in love before but I know that I am now. Waking up every morning with a smile on my face because I've been dreaming about him...my heart actually hurts when he doesn't call or when we've been apart for too long. I can't tell him. Boys are scared of love and I don't want to chase him away. Not now.