Calling all angels
And I'm not talking about the ones in Anaheim. lol. Los Angeles Angles of Anaheim. ha ha ha ha ha. That city is so strange. Their hockey team is the Mighty Ducks. What a Mickey Mouse city. Well anyway, that was the theme of todays talk. 'Calling all angels'. A trio from Boulder, CO called Devotion comes in every now and then and that is one of their songs. However we had another soloist sing it instead. His name is Nick Cartell. He's going to Tokyo cause he's on contract for the Disney theme park there. He's really good. Cute too. Well anyway, it seems to be the situation for what I am going through with this job thing. The song always tells the angels to 'help me with this one. Don't leave me alone' I just don't know where to go right now as far as employment goes. This is the break I need. No politics, more money, and I understand it's a wonderful place to work. The job seems to be what I have been doing at least the past 8 years. But is this it? I hate not knowing. I keep trying to leave it to God, but I keep wanting this job. But I don't want it if this isn't in my best and highest good. I'm going on and on. Very good service today. The music was awesome. They also threw in a song from 'Joseph and the technicolor dreamcoat' or something like that. It's called 'better than I'. It's Joseph talking to God saying 'you know better than I' That's what I have been saying to God myself. I just need to keep trusting. But this whole thing has been driving me crazy. I have to compliment Jerry our music (and choir) director on the choice of music. It was very good. Saw 'Never Been Kissed' today. I got it on DVD for Christmas. Took me back to my high school days. I've been having a lot of flashback from high school and college. I keep remembering this one guy from GCC, Don. I was soo into him. I've thought a lot about him lately. Of course I may need to remove that one song from my 80's playlist on my media player at work. It's 'Your Wildest Dreams' by the Moody Blues. When they made the 80's comeback. Of course I was a baby when they came out in the 60's. But everytime I play that song I remember the choir tours at GCC. Those were wild. We used to tour So. CA. San Diego and LA. With a stop in Carlsbad. I see Don on the GCC list on classmates. I've thought about trying to contact him, but I decided against it. If he tries to contact me then I'll respond. But I ain't initiating. What I really should do is delete that song. It's a cool song but it just brings it all back. I'll just listen to my Devotion CD thank you. Maybe I'll see what the unitics posted. What a cool group. Well back to the grind tomorrow. Yuck.