everything i'm not, may be everything i am.
so, i am heading out to the cruiseship on saturday. for two months...
it's weird, i am so excited (obviously) - but it's bitter sweet.
everytime i know i am going away somewhere for a while, the last couple weeks are always REALLY good and a lot of awesome stuff starts happening, stuff that makes me not want to leave.
it's so messed up, it keeps happening.
but, i need to keep reminding myself that this is what i want to do, because i know it is, and know i am going to have so much fun, but it's just i need to get back into ship mode.
i can do this. and i can't wait to meet lots of new people, and work with kids again (oh how i've missed it) and party lots, hopefully meet cute boys, and most of all - lay on the beach while a huge smile.
boom!
it's weird, i am so excited (obviously) - but it's bitter sweet.
everytime i know i am going away somewhere for a while, the last couple weeks are always REALLY good and a lot of awesome stuff starts happening, stuff that makes me not want to leave.
it's so messed up, it keeps happening.
but, i need to keep reminding myself that this is what i want to do, because i know it is, and know i am going to have so much fun, but it's just i need to get back into ship mode.
i can do this. and i can't wait to meet lots of new people, and work with kids again (oh how i've missed it) and party lots, hopefully meet cute boys, and most of all - lay on the beach while a huge smile.
boom!