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I leave in one week. I thought at this point I would be soooo ready to go and counting down the minutes until I get to LA. But right now, I'm confused. I am so excited for school to start. I love every aspect of UCLA so much and I can't wait to be a part of it. But I love San Diego so much too. Not the city, but my family and my friends. I love the way that San Diego makes me feel. I love how comfortable I am to be here and I love the people that have made San Diego what it is to me. We're all going to different colleges in different cities and it is inevitable that we will all have different experiences and in turn, become different people. And the moment I leave San Diego...once I start heading north on the 5...the San Diego I once knew will be gone.
But I know it won't be...I know that I will come home to the same house in the same neighborhood with the same people. But I can't help to think how different everyone will be by then. And it scares me to think how different I might be by then.
But I know it won't be...I know that I will come home to the same house in the same neighborhood with the same people. But I can't help to think how different everyone will be by then. And it scares me to think how different I might be by then.