Oct 05, 2005 10:18
Marg is back...*sighs* and now Eric is always "working late". We got into a fight and I yelled at him and said that he should be home more because he was being a lousy husband. He yelled at me and told me I was "using him as a substitute for James".
But none of that is true. I love him soo very much. I love James, but I would never use someone as a substitute for him...ever!! I'll never do that! THere is only one James Marsters and that is James Marsters. And I love Eric Szmanda. He's my husband and I'm pregnant with HIS kids, NOT James'. James is their Godfather and I am so very graeful for that, but now Eric has gone too far in thinking I would use him as a sub.
And now he wants to ask MARG , OF ALL PEOPLE!!!, to be MY kids GODMOTHER!! I think that's bullshit. I never had a "relationship" with James, but he boinked Marg three times a day!!!
Am I being irrational and stupid? Or parrinoid? I hope not. Please tell me!
James, I need help. You're the only one I know I can talk to. Please, call me.
Eric, I love you, but I'm tired of your bull shit. YOU are sleeping on the couch!!