Well well well...
Well lets see last time i wrote i was going nuts over my ex-bf and how i think he is making the biggest mistake of his life. Well i don't know how i fell about that, i mean i still kinda feel that way but i think i am glad him and i are over, he was my past and i want to move on to the future. Well right now i feel at a point were i am moving on and trying to fix my mistakes and get my life really back on track. Although i cant stop this feeling i wish i had a guy in my life, someone who cared about me and was there, you know i look all around me and i see so many happy couples. Don't get me wrong i am happy for them i just wish i had what they had. Other then that i am trying to do a bible study with a friend and hang out with her more. I may even be moving in with her and her sister and another girl in Long Beach.... ASSUMING its God's Will. I am working on a lot of stuff, i still have a lot of hard work ahead and challenges but i am heading in the right direction. Well i think thats it for now, so talk more later....