May 03, 2005 20:07
Hey-
Well i am doing ok i guess, just realizing i am getting older by the minute and have no one, i have friends and family but no one to celebrate with every month like most of the people i know. I miss that feeling of knowing that someone you love caring about you and listening to you when your down and getting you to laugh to make it all better. Why am i only the friend never the girlfriend, maybe thats all i will ever be, maybe i made a mistake and do something wrong to scare them off. But who know i may never know. So for those of you who have someone be happy and cherish them dearly because some people dont have that special someone yet. I dont want to sound like i am a downer and all just bummed.... guess my timing is not what is going to happen. I guess its also because my ex talked to me today why i even talked i dk but i guess when your ex has someone and you dont you can get a tad bummed. But anywho other then that things are ok.... i am talkin to someone but who knows my bet its just a friend thing.... but hes cool and i enjoy talkin to him, but i dont know what he thinks.... men are complicated people. Anywho i will end with this thought Enjoy your special someone and make sure you know that you love them.......