im sick & tired of being sorry

[julie_wuvs_you]

Oh mommy dearest
i'm sorry that i do stay out late at night & sleep at random houses.
I'm sorry that i'm not completely happy every single second of every day.
I'm sorry that every once in a while i want you to drive me somewhere.
I'm sorry that i can't just sit and listen while you tell me what a terrible person i am.
I'm sorry that my 4.1 isn't high enough to prove that im as intelligent as you want me to be.
I'm sorry that i can't do 3098230583 activitys in a 24 hour day.
I'm sorry that i dont know how to meet your expectations anymore.
I'm sorry that i want to be on broadway even though you dont approve.
I'm sorry that i have mental breakdowns because i feel there is so much pressure put on me.
I'm sorry that i get angry when you get drunk in front of me.
I'm sorry that im not perfect & that i do in fact make mistakes once in a while.
I'm sorry that i cant be as wonderful of a person as you.
I'm sorry that you want me to "go away" because im never there anyway.
I'm sorry that i'm such a dissapointment mommy dearest, i guess im just never going to be good enough for you

chin up, cheer up.
im done.