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steel strings are much tougher than anticipated. Damn having peeled all my callouses off. Pain endured once more. Though less pain than before. Thank you popcorn machine and having burnt away all the sensory nerves in my fingers.
i think i would be best with an electric. Damn my small paycheck. substitute teaching here i come... i wonder how long it will take them to fire me. I plan on having no discipline whatsoever. what do i care. certainly i won't tell a kid she can't go to the vending machine when her blood sugar is low.... damn that woman. i mean wtf. give some people power and death ensues. not from me it won't. poor lady, i'm sure she'd been taken advantage of several times in the past, how could she know? but exactly... when you don't know, you have to assume the worst. i am not going to talk about this anymore, it's just too upsetting.
I should go to sleep now. I am on a timetable of learning 10 new vocabulary words a day. So I must wake by noon. that's only nine hours away. must sleep now... life is so stressful.
i think i would be best with an electric. Damn my small paycheck. substitute teaching here i come... i wonder how long it will take them to fire me. I plan on having no discipline whatsoever. what do i care. certainly i won't tell a kid she can't go to the vending machine when her blood sugar is low.... damn that woman. i mean wtf. give some people power and death ensues. not from me it won't. poor lady, i'm sure she'd been taken advantage of several times in the past, how could she know? but exactly... when you don't know, you have to assume the worst. i am not going to talk about this anymore, it's just too upsetting.
I should go to sleep now. I am on a timetable of learning 10 new vocabulary words a day. So I must wake by noon. that's only nine hours away. must sleep now... life is so stressful.