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Ever had anything happen to you that would be awesome at any other time? Or any number of things happen to you, some good, some bad? But you just don't feel anything. I actually think I've become so immune to emotion that I'm masking my being apathetic by having fake emotions. Because I should be a hell of a lot sadder if I just lost my best friend, wouldn't you think? I've just had enough shit happen this year, I'm not asking for more, yet it happens. For another thing, I'm having mad sexual desires for a certain boy, and even though I'm probably the one girl who knows him best, hes so hard to read. All I can say is that I want his ass. I'm just sick and tired of the games guys play with me. Or the games I say they play with me that I play with myself. I pretend they like me, go crazy, and die. Haha this is gay. Its all sososo gay. Homosexual, if you will. Speaking of homosexuals, I'm going to go watch Will&Grace.