my best friend...
I have just spent the last 78 hours non-stop, well, with only one three hour break for me to go get my school books but other than that, non-stop with my best friend, Felice... Not to mention the 4 hours I spent with her friday night at her going away party at Pat's place in Sac.
I just spent the last three and a half days with my best friend, and now I feel like I am dying. She is going away. She is moving to Las Vegas...That is 10 hours away. I cried all the way home. I have school today, so i couldn't go to Vegas with her to help her unpack. But last week I spent countless hours with her helping her "pack" (we did most of the actual packing yesterday and today.)
so...now her U-Haul truck is all packed up, and she is ready to go on her way. I love her so much, and I am going to miss her SO much.
and I know there are loads of grammatical errors in here, but i reallly don't care.
I keep listening to this song by kelly clarkson, and I keep saying to myself that that is Feli. She is spreading her wings and learning how to fly. She is gonna work at the studio at the palms, and she is gonna be happy. I am happy for her. I am truly happy for her. and I think this experience teaches me that I don't think I could ever be far away from her for a long time. I need her in my life because i love her like I have never loved a friend...I take that back. I love her and Emma that way. I feel incomplete without them.
oh lord. I know she will be just fine, but... Please take care of her as she drives down to Vegas. Please.
Aja and I are going to visit her during spring break. I WILL visit her. i love her too much not too.
She says she will be back in two weeks for like, a day. gosh. Knowing she is gone...its gonna make that the longest two weeks of my life. I need to get a Verizon phone so I can talk with her.
lord give me strength. I already bawled (sp?) in the car...like hysterically...not as bad as when i had to leave Emma in England...but at least Feli and I are in the same time zone... and country.
ok. i need to sleep now.
I just spent the last three and a half days with my best friend, and now I feel like I am dying. She is going away. She is moving to Las Vegas...That is 10 hours away. I cried all the way home. I have school today, so i couldn't go to Vegas with her to help her unpack. But last week I spent countless hours with her helping her "pack" (we did most of the actual packing yesterday and today.)
so...now her U-Haul truck is all packed up, and she is ready to go on her way. I love her so much, and I am going to miss her SO much.
and I know there are loads of grammatical errors in here, but i reallly don't care.
I keep listening to this song by kelly clarkson, and I keep saying to myself that that is Feli. She is spreading her wings and learning how to fly. She is gonna work at the studio at the palms, and she is gonna be happy. I am happy for her. I am truly happy for her. and I think this experience teaches me that I don't think I could ever be far away from her for a long time. I need her in my life because i love her like I have never loved a friend...I take that back. I love her and Emma that way. I feel incomplete without them.
oh lord. I know she will be just fine, but... Please take care of her as she drives down to Vegas. Please.
Aja and I are going to visit her during spring break. I WILL visit her. i love her too much not too.
She says she will be back in two weeks for like, a day. gosh. Knowing she is gone...its gonna make that the longest two weeks of my life. I need to get a Verizon phone so I can talk with her.
lord give me strength. I already bawled (sp?) in the car...like hysterically...not as bad as when i had to leave Emma in England...but at least Feli and I are in the same time zone... and country.
ok. i need to sleep now.