To avoid talking about this any more than I have to
Thank you for all the concerns. We broke up. It was my fault and in a way my decision. I really am heartbroken as is he. I'm hating myself right now and I hate not knowing what's going to happen. I'm torn between trying to run back to my comfort zone and having to actually take care of myself for once. Either way, it's a sore subject and I don't want to talk about it anymore. A 2 and a half year relationship isn't that easy to bounce back from so excuse me if I'm a little moody over the next few weeks.