I love you so i told you, but it didnt matter much

Apr 07, 2005 20:11

I love being able to drive down the road and seeing tractors in the plush green fields and smelling the spring air piling into my open windows. I know summer's on its way and i wont feel any pressure to do anything except find a college that i want to go to and to do some scholarships.

Today i looked around me while i was in Photo and i realized that everyone around me has better artwork than me. I kind of felt like a poser but im sure this is a feeling that will soon pass.
Then i thought about all the people i gave myself to, just to be blunt about it, and i felt gross. Im too good for them but the one person i want, the one that made me feel so comfortable is the one that doesnt want me back. I guess i messed up being myself. How could i not pull that off?

"And i now have nothing but your heartbeat in my head...."


I am a mere image of an uncomplete picture with deep strokes and unbalanced color. I am incomplete and failing at my only task to show my inner beauty...
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