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august 11th. this summer has flown by. i have college orientation on tuesday. it's so stupid. i wish i had applied to a college where i actually got to leaveee, even though i would have to pay. i probably would have gotten scholorship money. i just don't want to be here anymore and i don't feel up to the work load that college is going to be dishing out. whatever. it's an opportunity to start fresh and even though it is far fetched for a community school, i'd really like to meet some new people. maybe a new male influence eh? because that department is again hum-drum-boring-blah. balls.
above all else. my room is disgusting. haha. i can't look at these peeling parchment walls anymore, but i'm too lazy to do anything about it. BOOHOO.
still no words spoken from the mother. i think her and my father actually talk a tiny bit now. i don't really care if she speaks with me.
i came home at 2AM last night. i'm making progress. ;] i just really can't fuck up again. and by fuck up i mean get caught doing something i shouldn't be.
above all else. my room is disgusting. haha. i can't look at these peeling parchment walls anymore, but i'm too lazy to do anything about it. BOOHOO.
still no words spoken from the mother. i think her and my father actually talk a tiny bit now. i don't really care if she speaks with me.
i came home at 2AM last night. i'm making progress. ;] i just really can't fuck up again. and by fuck up i mean get caught doing something i shouldn't be.