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friday i chilled with nicole.
that was quite nice.
ahh.
saturday was snowboarding.
needless to say i am still feeling the pain from that one.
oh boy, leeann fell off the ski lift. that was absolute insanity. i really thought she was done for. and then, me and courtney completed collided, so i thought she was a goner too.
yet, i can not wait until the next trip.
sunday isn't even worth writing about.
and today was another one of those lame mondays. i finally got scheduled, but my counselor stuck me with the most ridiculous classes that i dont even want... check this; english, PE, physics, pre-calc., economics, psychology and art workshop. she has GOT to be kidding me. i really think i need to fix that. i won't survive. i went into that office wanting cooking and psychology and i walked out with a headache.
BLAHHHH!H!
but besides the hassles of homework for next year and all that nonsense, getting scheduled really hit me like a ton of bricks, just b/c it brings back my whole fear of not wanting to grow up. all the seniors are getting ready to leave for college and start a life somewhere else and i am not at all ready for something lke that. i feel like peter pan; i wish i could be stuck in a permanent adolescense where i would never have to become a "grown-up" and deal with the normal hassles of everyday life. i won't ramble on too much just b/c i know everyone has heard it a 2048308434304328x, but it is all i can think about lately. and i just hate how that my biggest fear in life is becoming a big reality. this is such nonsense. i love all of the people i know in high school. and i just don't want to lose everyone. i know i will keep in touch with a select few. but a select few is not good enough for me. i want 'em all, which might make me greedy as hell... but w/e. i love my friends and they are probably one of the biggest motivations in me getting through a day. gahh this is too depressing. i think i need a new cry. wow, that's pathetic. blah blah blah. RIP high school. i am not even out but i miss you terribly already. :'(
friday i chilled with nicole.
that was quite nice.
ahh.
saturday was snowboarding.
needless to say i am still feeling the pain from that one.
oh boy, leeann fell off the ski lift. that was absolute insanity. i really thought she was done for. and then, me and courtney completed collided, so i thought she was a goner too.
yet, i can not wait until the next trip.
sunday isn't even worth writing about.
and today was another one of those lame mondays. i finally got scheduled, but my counselor stuck me with the most ridiculous classes that i dont even want... check this; english, PE, physics, pre-calc., economics, psychology and art workshop. she has GOT to be kidding me. i really think i need to fix that. i won't survive. i went into that office wanting cooking and psychology and i walked out with a headache.
BLAHHHH!H!
but besides the hassles of homework for next year and all that nonsense, getting scheduled really hit me like a ton of bricks, just b/c it brings back my whole fear of not wanting to grow up. all the seniors are getting ready to leave for college and start a life somewhere else and i am not at all ready for something lke that. i feel like peter pan; i wish i could be stuck in a permanent adolescense where i would never have to become a "grown-up" and deal with the normal hassles of everyday life. i won't ramble on too much just b/c i know everyone has heard it a 2048308434304328x, but it is all i can think about lately. and i just hate how that my biggest fear in life is becoming a big reality. this is such nonsense. i love all of the people i know in high school. and i just don't want to lose everyone. i know i will keep in touch with a select few. but a select few is not good enough for me. i want 'em all, which might make me greedy as hell... but w/e. i love my friends and they are probably one of the biggest motivations in me getting through a day. gahh this is too depressing. i think i need a new cry. wow, that's pathetic. blah blah blah. RIP high school. i am not even out but i miss you terribly already. :'(