Just had to get it in writing
Exams are next Mon (OMFG OMFG !!!) but I just, just had to post this because I'm crazy like that. Heehee =P And i'm just starting this off spontaneously, haven't even decided on the title. But i've the plot in mind (well, at least some of it...lolz) and i MUST write this down. *grins*
Title :The broken pieces of my heart, If you put them back together, will it still beat again? *i know i know, it's too damn long*(will change it when i come up with something more decent =)
Genre: Romance, Angst (?), Fluff (?) Pairing: YunJae
Length: Undecided (chapters, maybe?/ one-shot?) Like i said, undecided. heh Summary: Jaejoong has had enough of Yunho's seemingly endless infidelity. He wants to leave Yunho . . . forever, not coming back into his arms like all those other times. Enough is enough. A/N: I don't see a happy ending while i'm writing this (for now). So be warned, lot's of emo-ness going on. Bleh. So, this is just a prologue. A teensy-weensy taste.
Every chance he gave,
The second one, the next one, another one,
It never ends.
His love never stops. Never stops giving, never stops forgiving.
He never gives up. Until now.
Each time it cuts him deeper,
Breaking his heart , no more whole.
Slowly the pieces lie around him, no more centred in his being.
He tells himself, just hold on.
So, he tries to gather the broken pieces.
But there's just so many of them.
Each piece of his heart, flung carelessly aside.
Wounds should turn to scars. They should heal.
But not his. Each wound is never allowed to close,
Every cut, every betrayal, Just widens the pain.
His wounded heart can't take the damage anymore.
Refuses to accept the pieces he tries to fit together.
So many pieces scattered everywhere,
As he struggles helplessly searching them,
The pain is too much, his mind screams at him
Now he doesn't want them back,
Let them be, he whispered
For even if I have all the pieces, even if I put them back, Can my heart still beat for you?
The shattered pieces slip through his fingers.
Left lying alone, scattered across his shell of a heart,
His chest a throbbing ache, of what used to be there,
Something that used to be so precious, so pure.
Not anymore.
Sure his heart was still pumping blood,
Or else how could he still be alive.
But he doesn't feel that way.
He feels nothing.
He welcomes the numbness and walks away.
Whee,,,,, my first YunJae angsty poem posted...XDD
Comments are very much appreciated, pwetty please.
Title :The broken pieces of my heart, If you put them back together, will it still beat again? *i know i know, it's too damn long*(will change it when i come up with something more decent =)
Genre: Romance, Angst (?), Fluff (?) Pairing: YunJae
Length: Undecided (chapters, maybe?/ one-shot?) Like i said, undecided. heh Summary: Jaejoong has had enough of Yunho's seemingly endless infidelity. He wants to leave Yunho . . . forever, not coming back into his arms like all those other times. Enough is enough. A/N: I don't see a happy ending while i'm writing this (for now). So be warned, lot's of emo-ness going on. Bleh. So, this is just a prologue. A teensy-weensy taste.
Every chance he gave,
The second one, the next one, another one,
It never ends.
His love never stops. Never stops giving, never stops forgiving.
He never gives up. Until now.
Each time it cuts him deeper,
Breaking his heart , no more whole.
Slowly the pieces lie around him, no more centred in his being.
He tells himself, just hold on.
So, he tries to gather the broken pieces.
But there's just so many of them.
Each piece of his heart, flung carelessly aside.
Wounds should turn to scars. They should heal.
But not his. Each wound is never allowed to close,
Every cut, every betrayal, Just widens the pain.
His wounded heart can't take the damage anymore.
Refuses to accept the pieces he tries to fit together.
So many pieces scattered everywhere,
As he struggles helplessly searching them,
The pain is too much, his mind screams at him
Now he doesn't want them back,
Let them be, he whispered
For even if I have all the pieces, even if I put them back, Can my heart still beat for you?
The shattered pieces slip through his fingers.
Left lying alone, scattered across his shell of a heart,
His chest a throbbing ache, of what used to be there,
Something that used to be so precious, so pure.
Not anymore.
Sure his heart was still pumping blood,
Or else how could he still be alive.
But he doesn't feel that way.
He feels nothing.
He welcomes the numbness and walks away.
Whee,,,,, my first YunJae angsty poem posted...XDD
Comments are very much appreciated, pwetty please.