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I sit here and reflect on old times, not even from years ago, but just even months ago...what if everyone had a chance to go back in time and do 1 thing over again. What would that be? Do you have any regrets that still haunt you today. I dunno If I have regreats, but I know they are MANY things I would do over differently, that would hopefully have a good outcome for the future, that would put me in a better position than I am now. But Like I have said before you can't live from your past, it's over, move on...you learn from the past, you learn from your mistakes, but that still doesnt mean you cant reflect upon those things. I miss the old days, where I really didn't have to worry about myself, when everything was just giving to me, and mom and dad was always there to make things better. Where a bad day was having a fight with your best friend, cause you talked to another girl that day, but then the next day everything was back to normal, cause we were best friends again. Now a bad day can consits of more than 1 problem per day, and usually gets you all down and depressed for days. We are growing up, and as we do times change, people change, attitude change, you ant somethign different out of life, you want to become idependent, and find someone to share you love with, other than that love you like a sister/brother love. You want someone to share your thoughts with, someone you can lean on in thick and thin, someone who will encourage you no matter what desicions you make, someone who gets to know you more each and every day, and pretty soon be able to tell you what your thinking without telling them. Everyone longs for that, I want that, but I know time will only tell on when I find my prince charming. Friends are another issue, remember back in the day like 1st - 4th grade...girls were only allowed to have 1 best friend, cause if you had another one the other would get jealous. That was always my rpoblem cause im friends with everyboy, growing up I found out that girls were mean, and weare I admit it..That's why most of my jr. high-high school years I had and hung out with lot's of guys, all guy friends..now I hardly see any of them. I mean we were all a tight knit group, and now I'm lucky if I even get a chance to say hi to one of them in a whole week. Changes once again...people grows up, get jobs, find boyfriend/girlsfriends, and time seems to just fly by us. Why is it that we live in a world a business, people always rushing, saying they dont have enough time, no time for this, or no time for that, theres only 24 hours in a day, but yet theres 365 days in a year, thats 8,760 hours in a year...thats a lot of time. And its not like we are going anywhere tomorrow, most people have a routine they follow day to day, plan things ahead. Well we might not even be heree tomorrow, somethign could happen today that could take you from this world, and then what....why worry about tomorrow when you are living in today. I have seen it time and time again...people my age, not knowing what's in store for them tomorrow, leave the house, and never return, they had no idea that that was going to be their last time saying I love you to their mom and dad. People take life for graunted, Lots of people do in this world. They get upset over the smalles tthings, and not realize how lucky they are. Why get upset over somethign you cant change, why worry and get mad or sad over something that you know isnt the best for you, when something better can come along. Why worry. God is so good, and he has every single person's planned out life, he is the only one that knows where you will be tomorrow, what you will be doing in 5 years, who you are going to marry, how many kids you have and what you name them....he will not let you pass up those opprotunities if you live for him, and focus on him accordingly to his will. He will lead you in the direction your going to go, he knows your carrer path, and what kind of person your going to turn out to be. Why not give your life to him and let him take control of everything, you wont have to worry about nothing, give it all to him. Trust me it will be worth it.