Sad clown...without the scary makeup, just a scary face
Auuuuuuuuurg.
I'm sorry y'all, I haven't been around for...much of any of you. Considering I wasn't ready to spend a lot of time online till 10:30 PM at night when a lot of my wiser friends had called it a day today didn't help, but the rest of the week I didn't really have any excuses besides weather/illness and my own shitty feelings.
Now seeing everyone around me so unhappy, people who were there for me, makes me feel even more shitty.
I always say that I'd do anything to make people smile, even make a fool of myself with the customers, and am usually just happy if my stupid comics and daydreams make people smile or giggle, but I am so dumb I haven't even been trying to do so for my friends.
I'll try to do better. No, I WILL. I WILL do better. I'm tired of this pattern in my life...
I'm sorry y'all, I haven't been around for...much of any of you. Considering I wasn't ready to spend a lot of time online till 10:30 PM at night when a lot of my wiser friends had called it a day today didn't help, but the rest of the week I didn't really have any excuses besides weather/illness and my own shitty feelings.
Now seeing everyone around me so unhappy, people who were there for me, makes me feel even more shitty.
I always say that I'd do anything to make people smile, even make a fool of myself with the customers, and am usually just happy if my stupid comics and daydreams make people smile or giggle, but I am so dumb I haven't even been trying to do so for my friends.
I'll try to do better. No, I WILL. I WILL do better. I'm tired of this pattern in my life...