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I just..fucking feel like crying. A lot. And I know I shouldn't, because heaven forbid, someone sees me. They'll call me emo and I'll get all fucking worked up again.
Guys, please - stop that shit. Don't call me emo. From now on, whoever calls me that god damn word, I'm kicking your ass.
I'm trying not to get attached. I'm not stupid, I know what's fucking going on. Fuck her, she's like all the rest, just more beautiful. When I'm with her, I'm happy. On the days when she doesn't call me...well, I'm not suicidal. Just a little down. I just want to be the one she keeps around, and I want to be able to trust girls again. I want to not be paranoid and jealous, even when I should be. I'd rather get fucked over a thousand times than to be jealous and paranoid and not knowing whats going on. But, well, that'll never happen.
I'm not cut out for long distance relationships.
Guys, please - stop that shit. Don't call me emo. From now on, whoever calls me that god damn word, I'm kicking your ass.
I'm trying not to get attached. I'm not stupid, I know what's fucking going on. Fuck her, she's like all the rest, just more beautiful. When I'm with her, I'm happy. On the days when she doesn't call me...well, I'm not suicidal. Just a little down. I just want to be the one she keeps around, and I want to be able to trust girls again. I want to not be paranoid and jealous, even when I should be. I'd rather get fucked over a thousand times than to be jealous and paranoid and not knowing whats going on. But, well, that'll never happen.
I'm not cut out for long distance relationships.