this is me dialing 9-1-1
see here's the thing.
i want to get over her. i really really do, with every bone in my body, i want to just walk away from her. but i can't. i want to do what is best for me, but how can i say that the future without her would be better than with her? i can't see the future, i can just see the present and the past and how everything can be connected to see what the future might be.
i hate her. i mean that.
but i also love her more than humanly possible.
so what do i do? can i get some help? can i really just....leave her for good and not look back?
i want to get over her. i really really do, with every bone in my body, i want to just walk away from her. but i can't. i want to do what is best for me, but how can i say that the future without her would be better than with her? i can't see the future, i can just see the present and the past and how everything can be connected to see what the future might be.
i hate her. i mean that.
but i also love her more than humanly possible.
so what do i do? can i get some help? can i really just....leave her for good and not look back?