Sep 27, 2011 14:50
I don't talk about it much.
And by that, I mean never with almost everyone.
But if I'm gonna be honest and allow myself to whine...
Life has gotten a little more stressful and hard (but certainly not anything I can't handle... double negative...confusing...)
But it's only sooo hard because of one never-ending factor: my head is constantly feeling like it's going to pop.
I've had awful problems with my sinuses since about March/April.
It started as a minor sinus infection. But it has lingered and very slowly gotten worse over the last 5 months. I have been through every medicine I can use without a doctor, a handful of medicines with a doctor, tooth work (it makes sense, I promise) and yet it still wears me out every day. It's likely a polyp- a word I never knew before all this.
I can't think very clearly or deeply. I get tired easily.
And it makes a slightly stressful life into a much more difficult one every day.
I'm living the life I want to live. I'm happy. And I feel really blessed. Like, a whole lot.
But this is just something that makes it hard to enjoy life sometimes.
There's The Rub.
cheers.