Laugh it all off in your face.
I'm really stressed out.
I need to re-do my culminating project which entails writing three new original pieces for my portfolio and trying to get them published.
I have to apply to Pitt, Pointe Park, Penn State, and Temple by Thanksgiving. I also have to re-take the SATs and take the ACTs.
I need to continue working 40+ hours a week while keep my grades up.
So, I'm feeling really overwhelmed.
Aside from that I'm struggling to keep it together emotionally.
I hate not having a normal senior year and not being at North Allegheny.
I can't stand Dallastown kids or high school kids in general despite being one of them, shut up I know.
I want to have genuine relationships with people and a normal social life that doesn't constantly involve getting fucked up.
Fortunately though, I got to see HeavyHeavy LowLow, Ed Gein, and Ligeia last week with Kristen and hang out with cool girls. Oh and I'm coming home to Pittsburgh to visit colleges on the 21st. I'm also going to New York City November 11th. Chyea.