I don’t need a photograph because you've never left my mind.
Okay, so I'm not able to move in with Lena and her family and go to North Allegheny for my senior year. We were unable to finance having an apartment to use as an address/proof of residency within the district. My family can't afford it. I'm really upset but there's absolutely nothing I can do about it. So, I'm going to Dallastown for the first semester of the school year for half the day and spending the second half of my day at PennState York or York College to receive college credits. In addition to school I'll be working lots. However, I want another job other than Applebees. It all seems really complicated but the result will be early graduation by the end of the first semester. Then for the second half of the year I can continue going to PennState York or York College as a part time student and work full time. I will have earned money for college and will have received some college credits at a reduced rate. I suppose this is the best plan for educational and financial purposes.
Unfortunately, next year's plans leave me missing everyone that's four hours away. I hate that so much. It's really difficult having a life somewhere else. I really hope that I can visit soon or have Josh come up here and stay with me. He's the only boy that has sincerely meant something all summer.
Oh and I really need to start getting healthy and eating normally again. I miss running and being in amazing shape. Cross country is going to be br00tal this year since I've been smoking and not running at all. Ugh.