Ramblings

Jun 06, 2006 14:57

So here i am again. Not doing much today. I feel slightly weirded out at this precise moment due to what i just witnessed on the Internet only a few tender moments ago. Lea from BB7 getting down and dirty with some random guy. Was absolutely DISGUSTING. Am now off sex for a whole day. On BB i guess everyone hates Grace, Imogen and slowly but surely Lisa. And everyone is loving Pete, Nikki, Richard...and that's it. Well, only me really.

So what have i been doing? Can't remember when i last updated! Was probably a cry and a moan about my horrible exam.

Went to Drew's 21st on Saturday and it was fun. Hannah got irrate with the stupid taxi driver though and Hamster Boy and I had an actual conversation. Still think he hates me though.

Went to Amy's 21st last night, was excellent. Hannah and I got merry and sang to Britney. Kate and Laura (Amy and Ruth's mates from Middlesbrough) had a heated discussion with Hannah about the third and fourth Harry Potter films. I feel they fought the film corner well, as they are veeeerrra obsessed.

Need to see Da Vinci Code and XMen3 still...am running out of money. Alton Towers next week. Will reluctantly have to go home soon. Gonna be hella boring, but Amy should be living near me, as i've said so many times, i just have to keep on reminding myself.

So university's over. I can't articulate anything into a proper sentence, other than i'm confused, scared and hopeless. I should be hopeful, i know i should. I feel like i have to go back home and make mistakes, because that's what i was doing before there was university. One mistake after another. University was the best thing that ever happened to me, despite its flaws, and now i don't have it anymore. All i have is a year of uncertainty  and foolishness. - Please note that you don't have to comment on this, i know everyone's going through the same thing, i just wanted to reiterate that i am too. Perhaps there's still chance for Fit Arse to take me away...

(At least i'm still a loser)
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