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Youth condemns; maturity condones.
--Amy Lowell
I'm tired of people telling me that i'm changing. Duh. Who isn't!? It's sad really, because one of the main people who says that about me in such a negative way is making a lot of changes in her life too. It's fine with me. Who am I to judge a friend or anyone else for that matter? Not that this person considers me a friend, and not that she will get this first hand, but I know how our circle friends (if u can call it that) works...and I'm confident this'll get back to her.
I would like everyone to know that I mean no harm in what I do. If I have done something wrong than it might be helpful to let me in on it because contrary to popular belief, I can not read minds. I'm tired of people gossiping and talking bad about people.Why can't we be friends? I do not see the point of being judgmental, and hateful. Life is way too short for that. I'm not trying to be a bitch to anyone and I'm not trying to start anything. I don't know why everything has gotten so shitty lately, and I do not expect to find the answer. It seems that your life is going great for you(you know who you are)...and I suppose putting me down is how you are going about achieving happiness and self-importance. It's quite a price I'm paying for your contentment. But then again I don not have much of a choice. You deserve happiness.
Unfortunately, I don't expect the gossip and bitterness to end any time soon... but count me out. I'm not talking badly about anyone else so if you could please do me the favor of giving me that same respect I would really appreciate it. Do what you want with your life and let me know if we need to work anything out. I'm always willing to listen. Trust me nothing would please me more than to work it out. But if that is not what you have in mind, I can accept that. From now on count me out of that gossip shit. That is my one request from you, someone I shared some crazy good times with once, someone I still care about, a friend.
--Amy Lowell
I'm tired of people telling me that i'm changing. Duh. Who isn't!? It's sad really, because one of the main people who says that about me in such a negative way is making a lot of changes in her life too. It's fine with me. Who am I to judge a friend or anyone else for that matter? Not that this person considers me a friend, and not that she will get this first hand, but I know how our circle friends (if u can call it that) works...and I'm confident this'll get back to her.
I would like everyone to know that I mean no harm in what I do. If I have done something wrong than it might be helpful to let me in on it because contrary to popular belief, I can not read minds. I'm tired of people gossiping and talking bad about people.Why can't we be friends? I do not see the point of being judgmental, and hateful. Life is way too short for that. I'm not trying to be a bitch to anyone and I'm not trying to start anything. I don't know why everything has gotten so shitty lately, and I do not expect to find the answer. It seems that your life is going great for you(you know who you are)...and I suppose putting me down is how you are going about achieving happiness and self-importance. It's quite a price I'm paying for your contentment. But then again I don not have much of a choice. You deserve happiness.
Unfortunately, I don't expect the gossip and bitterness to end any time soon... but count me out. I'm not talking badly about anyone else so if you could please do me the favor of giving me that same respect I would really appreciate it. Do what you want with your life and let me know if we need to work anything out. I'm always willing to listen. Trust me nothing would please me more than to work it out. But if that is not what you have in mind, I can accept that. From now on count me out of that gossip shit. That is my one request from you, someone I shared some crazy good times with once, someone I still care about, a friend.