Oct 30, 2006 19:37
I'm stopping by to rant.
Why is everything so messed up? I thought that everything would be okay after we worked it out, but of course not. I sacrificed everything and I'm just getting fucked over. I shouldn't have given in, I was right. What she did was wrong, she was wrong, and she still is wrong. I hate this. You're not supposed to hide things from your best friend, but that's how it is these days I guess. I guess this whole experience just makes me realize who my real friends actually are. I think you all know who you are. Well, if you treat me like a friend and not like shit, then you are a true friend. This is so fucking gay. I'm so sick of it. I just want to have a good time my senior year and instead I spend everyday sad and depressed. From now on, I'm just having fun. I don't care who it's with.
That's why I'm done. If she's not going to try, neither am I. And that's how it's going to be.
Peace out. If you'd like to help me cope, please do.