Feelings are like a rollercoaster..i'd like too get off now..
STRESS
STRESSED OUT: keyword of my life at the moment.
thank god for music, and films, and photography, and art. it helps me keep going.
i thought randomly about how would people feel if i died tommrow, the next day, or a week from now. what impact would i leave on this world and would i leave any regrets, bad karma, or unfinished business?..like in casper. they were ghosts because they had unfinished business and they couldn't cross over.
i'm thinking about letting things go. but photos hold a lot of beautiful memories..and sometimes you can get sad because you are like..i don't talk to that person anymore.
i kind of thought of gabby..we just kind of went our own way. i think she feels like i abandoned her which truly i never meant 2. i love her so much and i hella miss her..but my pride gets in the way. i remember santa clara, new valley..all the good times we had..we were unbreakable. *sighes*
will we ever be the same again?..maybe not..but what if we could become better?
i guess i'm just a horrible person in the end..yeah..
"she has her life and some new wonderfully things ahead..i guess shes finally happy. i don't really talk too her".
STRESSED OUT: keyword of my life at the moment.
thank god for music, and films, and photography, and art. it helps me keep going.
i thought randomly about how would people feel if i died tommrow, the next day, or a week from now. what impact would i leave on this world and would i leave any regrets, bad karma, or unfinished business?..like in casper. they were ghosts because they had unfinished business and they couldn't cross over.
i'm thinking about letting things go. but photos hold a lot of beautiful memories..and sometimes you can get sad because you are like..i don't talk to that person anymore.
i kind of thought of gabby..we just kind of went our own way. i think she feels like i abandoned her which truly i never meant 2. i love her so much and i hella miss her..but my pride gets in the way. i remember santa clara, new valley..all the good times we had..we were unbreakable. *sighes*
will we ever be the same again?..maybe not..but what if we could become better?
i guess i'm just a horrible person in the end..yeah..
"she has her life and some new wonderfully things ahead..i guess shes finally happy. i don't really talk too her".