Jun 21, 2003 01:05
I spent 15 minutes the other night trying to figure out if I should add myself to my friends list. I thought about it, and since yes, I do consider myself a friend of me, I went ahead and added myself. The down side to this is I have to read what I write twice. Like it's not painful enough first time around. Thank goodness you only get this once.
Why is everyone suddenly everyone else? Is this the new fad? I just got accustomed to being Julia. I would hate to have that change all of the sudden. I miss all the good fads. I know most of you are kept awake at night wondering what my user name means. I myself wondered that as well. Unfortunately, I was too scared to actually put my name into that thing. Maybe next time, once I conquer my fear of the unknown.
Lord almighty, I need new icons. Preferably something that doesn't make me look super slutty or like a school marm. Who am I kidding. Even when I do try to be super slutty I come off looking like a drag queen or a hooker. Of course, I suppose that's the idea. This being a woman thing is hard. I'd almost rather be a man any day. You don't have these boobs to carry around, and you don't have to wear heels or makeup. On the flip side, you have carry around a penis, and I don't know if I'm ready for that kind of responsibility. I'm serious when I say that. Really.
I really need to stop updating so late at night. I have this sinking suspicion that these updates of this caliber might start scaring people.