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I'm in one of those kinds of moods. I get in this mood when I re-arrange my room and for like a day i'm almost a little sad because I miss the way my room used to be. haha weeird. I feel like that right now. I feel like im missing something but I don't know what it is. I'm in such a weird mood. It's so cold in my house. I think I miss some people. I think I miss one person in particular and all this talk of death around school is just another reminder that i'm not going to see my cousin chris again in my life ever again. He was closer than a cousin. I feel like he just died even though it was in september it still hurts me so bad. And I miss you people too.