I Think I Need Help!

[julia717]

I am the kind of person who can usually handle things on her own, but for some reason, I just don't know what's been going on lately. Here's the situation: I usually have enough money to be stable. As I said before, I don't like when I don't have money because I feel limited and inadequate. Well, the problem recently has been that I HAVE been getting money, but I don't know WHERE it's going. No, no one is taking my cash. It's just that I will have money, like a hundred dollar bill, break it, then by the end of the day wonder where my money has gone! (I hate breaking big bills lol) No, I am not always going shopping, but when I do, I come home in the evening and then sit on my bed, looking at what I bought, and then question myself about where my money has vanished away to.

For me, it's a real scary thing when I cannot identify where my money has gone. It makes me wonder what kind of spender I am. I mean, I only buy certain things, because I have a particular taste and price range that I try to stay within, so, when my money goes it's like, "HOW DID THAT HAPPEN?!" Man, oh, man.

I wish I could take a class on how to save money or something because I want to drop this before I enter real adulthood. I only say "real" because I do not consider myself as a real adult in all respects. Until I am finally on my own with a steady source of income, I will be an adult, and as of right now, I am not.

Anyway, I have to get ready to see my kids. I love these kids so much! Whoo-hoo!