Don't waste your time on me, you're already the voice inside my head...
Dang, what a cool song by Blink 182... it's very interesting, definitely very different from anything that they have ever recorded. If you haven't heard it, download it (illegally, heh) and listen!!
Check out these lyrics:
Hello there
The angel from my nightmare
The shadow in the background of the morgue
The unsuspecting victim
Of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally
If we want
Where you can always find me
And we'll have halloween on christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never ends
I miss you
(I miss you)
Where are you?
And I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep
I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This 6 string's darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time
And as I stared I counted
The webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
And hear your voice of treason
Will you come home
And stop this pain tonight?
Stop this pain tonight
Don't waste your time on me
You're already the voice inside my head
(I miss you)
You're already the voice inside my head
(I miss you)
Pretty cool, eh? Anyway, I was awaken this morning to my text message noise on my phone... I was SO groggy and confused cuz I slept pretty hard last night, that I didn't even know what was happening. Hehe. So finally, I came to and checked my text messages... geez, Thomas, I know you have to be at class at 8AM, but I don't... text messages at 7:23AM!! Oh well, still love him to pieces!! I went back to bed, slept through my alarm... and finally woke up around 12PM.
Oops, I didn't get to update Sunday! Well, I had a hard time waking up Sunday morning because I was so wound up Saturday night and didn't get to sleep until late. I really like my Sunday School class, so I dragged myself out of bed to get to church. In Sunday School, we learned about Jesus' genealogy (well, the genealogy of Mary and Joseph) and found that there were prostitutes in the genealogy! Just goes to prove that God will use what man intended for evil to create good. HMM... anti-abortion slogan? Yea, I think so! I totally realized how much I didn't know about Genesis! Genesis is an amazing book full of history and importance... I really hope we begin to study Genesis more. I mean, duh... it's the basis for where we are now...! Went to church, and I thought I was going to have to sit by myself because my family went to the early service, but I have awesome friends... Jessi, Bryson, Mrs. Dennison, and Kathleen all came and sat with me. There was this cute baby girl sitting near us... her mother was 16 when she had her... but praise God for this little girl's birth! She was so precious and full of life; she also seemed to be very cared for and loved. See... God uses sin to create good. I'm glad the girl had the baby... if she had aborted her... this beautiful baby girl wouldn't be here. Stuff like that is just crazy to think about... There is a teen mom group, led by Mrs. Dennison, at our church. They are not condoning the fact that sex before marriage is OK, but they are helping these mothers bring up their children in a Christian household. They also give a lot of support. I would really like to help out with that ministry at some point in my life.
Rev. Rary is leaving our church in two weeks... that's just how it is in the Methodist church... we never have the same pastor over 5 years! His sermon was about "Stress: When Calm Becomes Chaos". When I freak out, I always need to remember that the Bible can (and definitely HAS helped me) help me to calm down... especially this verse: "Be still, and know that I am God! I am exalted among the nations, I am exalted in the earth." (Psalm 46:10). It's a noisy world, but I will find God's voice in the sounds of gentle silence. When I actually listen to God, I can figure out who I am and what I should do. I should expect anything to happen! It was a very comforting sermon.
Came home, had some yummy lunch, chatted with my mom a/b vacation... and we decided that this summer would not be a good time to go on vacation as a family. Next summer though... PSH, watch out! We're going! :) Also started on a scholarship application... filling out all of the financial stuff always gets to me... and I was on the brink of worrying... but I came upstairs and started listening to Modest Mouse's "Float On"... and I realized that everything will be OK! I went to work... made about 50 bucks last night... came home, chatted with Thomas on the phone, and then went to bed.
WOO! Peace!
Check out these lyrics:
Hello there
The angel from my nightmare
The shadow in the background of the morgue
The unsuspecting victim
Of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally
If we want
Where you can always find me
And we'll have halloween on christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never ends
I miss you
(I miss you)
Where are you?
And I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep
I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This 6 string's darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time
And as I stared I counted
The webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
And hear your voice of treason
Will you come home
And stop this pain tonight?
Stop this pain tonight
Don't waste your time on me
You're already the voice inside my head
(I miss you)
You're already the voice inside my head
(I miss you)
Pretty cool, eh? Anyway, I was awaken this morning to my text message noise on my phone... I was SO groggy and confused cuz I slept pretty hard last night, that I didn't even know what was happening. Hehe. So finally, I came to and checked my text messages... geez, Thomas, I know you have to be at class at 8AM, but I don't... text messages at 7:23AM!! Oh well, still love him to pieces!! I went back to bed, slept through my alarm... and finally woke up around 12PM.
Oops, I didn't get to update Sunday! Well, I had a hard time waking up Sunday morning because I was so wound up Saturday night and didn't get to sleep until late. I really like my Sunday School class, so I dragged myself out of bed to get to church. In Sunday School, we learned about Jesus' genealogy (well, the genealogy of Mary and Joseph) and found that there were prostitutes in the genealogy! Just goes to prove that God will use what man intended for evil to create good. HMM... anti-abortion slogan? Yea, I think so! I totally realized how much I didn't know about Genesis! Genesis is an amazing book full of history and importance... I really hope we begin to study Genesis more. I mean, duh... it's the basis for where we are now...! Went to church, and I thought I was going to have to sit by myself because my family went to the early service, but I have awesome friends... Jessi, Bryson, Mrs. Dennison, and Kathleen all came and sat with me. There was this cute baby girl sitting near us... her mother was 16 when she had her... but praise God for this little girl's birth! She was so precious and full of life; she also seemed to be very cared for and loved. See... God uses sin to create good. I'm glad the girl had the baby... if she had aborted her... this beautiful baby girl wouldn't be here. Stuff like that is just crazy to think about... There is a teen mom group, led by Mrs. Dennison, at our church. They are not condoning the fact that sex before marriage is OK, but they are helping these mothers bring up their children in a Christian household. They also give a lot of support. I would really like to help out with that ministry at some point in my life.
Rev. Rary is leaving our church in two weeks... that's just how it is in the Methodist church... we never have the same pastor over 5 years! His sermon was about "Stress: When Calm Becomes Chaos". When I freak out, I always need to remember that the Bible can (and definitely HAS helped me) help me to calm down... especially this verse: "Be still, and know that I am God! I am exalted among the nations, I am exalted in the earth." (Psalm 46:10). It's a noisy world, but I will find God's voice in the sounds of gentle silence. When I actually listen to God, I can figure out who I am and what I should do. I should expect anything to happen! It was a very comforting sermon.
Came home, had some yummy lunch, chatted with my mom a/b vacation... and we decided that this summer would not be a good time to go on vacation as a family. Next summer though... PSH, watch out! We're going! :) Also started on a scholarship application... filling out all of the financial stuff always gets to me... and I was on the brink of worrying... but I came upstairs and started listening to Modest Mouse's "Float On"... and I realized that everything will be OK! I went to work... made about 50 bucks last night... came home, chatted with Thomas on the phone, and then went to bed.
WOO! Peace!