May 30, 2004 01:15
Hot dang, I'm slacking off...
Lets see... Friday was really uneventful, but that's OK. We all need some down time, right?
I got home from Rome around 1:30PM or so... random traffic and such... and took a nice little nap. Martha called me and woke me up... laid around the house some more... accomplishing some things... John called and asked if I was in Rome to hang out... sadly I was not. I decided to go on a run with Pepper throughout the neighborhood. I love that run! It's just good for both me and Peps. Her diet and exercise is trimming her down! Got back, had some dinner, and did some stuff on-line. I also played The Sims Superstar as well. The Sims games are sooo addictive! Thomas chilled with the Rome crowd Friday night, and I was getting really tired waiting for his call. Of course, being the amazing guy that he is, he called me while at Zuly's just so I wouldn't stay up waiting for him. We chatted for a good hour, I was a bit grumpy/tired, so I decided it was time for my bed time. Well, I went downstairs and chilled with my parents a bit and played a little bit more of Sims Superstar... and THEN went to bed!
*We've been indulging in too much "ice cream". It's SOO good, but it's not right, not now. We should probably chill out... Mint Choc. Chip yogurt is good for now. :)*
Saturday... I was awakened at 9:30AM... GRR... so I got up and got ready to go visit my grandparents, aunts, uncles, and cousins up in Blue Ridge, GA. We met Uncle Andy and Aunt Debbie at a mexican restauraunt, and they came up to my grandparent's house to chill afterward. After they left, I took a giant nap... it felt way good. I woke up around 7PM and went downstairs and saw that my cousins Lindsay, Jamie, and Josh were there. Hung out with them for a while, and chatted with Thomas for a bit. For a second, I thought he may come to visit and spend the night up here in Blue Ridge... but gas is SO dang expensive that he decided not to. I understand... but if that's the case, I also feel bad about him coming to visit me tomorrow. I hope this isn't a burden for him... like something he feels that he has to do but "really shouldn't" be doing... Anyway, went to McDonalds with my fam to get shakes, then came back to my grandparent's house and chatted with Thomas for a while. Everything from Politics to youth group... hmm... that's how our convos go... so random, so good. Had to let him go- my phone was dying. Watched SNL with my mom and bro... so funny! Now I am about to head to bed... I am definitely sleeping down here in the computer room, because my dad is snoring SO loudly upstairs... GRR... I cannot stand snoring. WHOMEVER I marry better not snore!!!!!! :)
Alright, so a few burdens on my mind that I just gotta write out before I go to bed.
1: I am concerned about one friend and miss another. Hopefully things will be OK.
2: I am a bit... nervous about my job at Stn. Mtn. I hope it's worth my time... and I hope I make some good money/enjoy it!
3: RENT... it would be great to go w/ my girls, but I really feel as if the Stn. Mtn. job may take "center stage" this time... :(
4: Am I a strong person? I mean, really... I have been wondering who I am. I have always considered myself strong, but this summer, I have really been struggling emotionally. I mean, I have been crying while watching A Baby Story and A Wedding Story on TLC. First off, I never cry... and secondly, it seems like I have been dealing with so much this summer in a dramatic fashion. Hopefully I am just encountering some stuff that I have never been through before, and eventually I will deal with problems like a pro. I SO DESPERATELY WANT to be strong in all situations... I never want to be the one being comforted... but I feel that I am being a baby this summer. Hopefully I can work on my emotions and situations...
That is all.. for now... :) Happy, happy 7th Babe!