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Hi girls, how you all?I am just posting to let you guys know i am still about i just dont post as much coz i am trying to limit my time on here as i am trying to pack it in.But its not that easy as its a mental affliction and i have obbseesions and compulsions like you guys so its hard to battle it and try and be like my family and friends want.And the more they bug me the more i realise they JUST DONT understand but they try i suppose thats the main thing.I think if they spent just one day in my head and suffered my ednos, my ocd, my deppression,my self harming tendancies, my thoughts of suicide, my self hatred,my flashbacks,just being me!.they would be screaming to get out and crying for it to stop and they would realise that its very hard to control!.And also have a better appriciation of me for doing as well as i am and usually haveing a smile on my face and look after my children and do everything without complaining then i am sure they would be proud of me!