Feb 24, 2005 10:23
so i've been thinking and talking and thinking some more, and this is what i realized. i'm entering college "undecided" like most beginning freshman. when i'm asked what i want to do with the rest of my life, i tell people that i have absolutely NO IDEA and dont have a clue as to what i want to major in.
since i got the pictures from my knee doctor of the inside of my knee that he took during the surgery, i've realised that i really really really enjoy anatomy, the way the body works, and all biology shit like that. i dunno! i was trying to explain the pics to my uncle when he was over here the other day, and i was like "wow! this stuff is awesome!" ...okay, maybe not like that exactly...
but, Everytime i go to the doctor or physical therapy, i read those little posters up on the wall. i actually get pretty happy when i understand them haha -- that's thanks to mr. rose and sports med last year : ) my coach @gymnastics always talks in all of these technical terms and shi'ite, but i can actually converse with him these days hahahaha! (he tries to show off, i think, but i can match his attempt!!) actually, if i dont understand a thing hes talking about, i ask him bout it and get a nice lil' lesson on the physiology/anatomy. its pretty damn cool! and i've been at his gym for 13 years now....i've kinda grown up around this stuff.
could it be i found what i like to do? what i want to do???? i dunnooOOOO! what can i ACTUALLY do with this? like....what specifically?? cause i'm not into the physical therapy thing anymore. with the volunteering @ st catherines and with talking to my mentor lady there, and my PTs now, it just doesnt seem right. hmmmm. through every injury i endure (and there are quite a lot of them) i seem to like it even more! more this year than last. SOMETHING GOOD caaaan COME FROM SOMETHING BAD haha. injury = epiphany? haha i think thats a little stretching it!
i may be on to something....
mayyyybbbeeeee!