miss.him.
6 months ago.
that's when he went in.
can you believe that?
it's been too long.
and i still cannot handle it.
all of this.
why do i still lay there crying some nights?
why do i still think about him every minute of every day?
the big question is "why?"
i asked god that tonight.
why...about all of this.
i can't handle it, and i know it.
i'm tired of him not being there,
tired of not being able to be there for him.
it kills me.
i don't know what else to say.
i'm just tired, i'm just done.
i can't do anything else.
it's up to God.
everything i try is useless.
i can't do anything about it.
lord help us.
that's when he went in.
can you believe that?
it's been too long.
and i still cannot handle it.
all of this.
why do i still lay there crying some nights?
why do i still think about him every minute of every day?
the big question is "why?"
i asked god that tonight.
why...about all of this.
i can't handle it, and i know it.
i'm tired of him not being there,
tired of not being able to be there for him.
it kills me.
i don't know what else to say.
i'm just tired, i'm just done.
i can't do anything else.
it's up to God.
everything i try is useless.
i can't do anything about it.
lord help us.