viral ephangitis?
it's been a while since i've written a real post in here.
what's new.
well i was supposed to go see derek this weekend
remember i was actually supposed to see him the weekend of the 9th-10th or whatever??
well that weekend didn't work out so we postponed the trip until this weekend...
but it turns out that i have "viral ephangitis" or whatever the doctor called it
basically i've been sick for a few days
so this morning i told his mom i probably shouldn't come, i don't want to infect everyone.
so she's visiting him but i'm not.
i'm actually okay with it though.
when i first realized i couldn't go down this weekend, i was really upset
and plus i felt like crap, so yeah i was upset
and then my mom says i'm freaking out for no reason, and maybe i should get back on paxil.
i can't believe she said that.
actually, i can believe it.
but anyway...
it just kinda sucks.
it's been over a month now since i've visited him
i feel like a sucky girlfriend half the time
sorry for rambling on about it...
all i know is thank goodness for the OC.
4 months, 6 days down.
what's new.
well i was supposed to go see derek this weekend
remember i was actually supposed to see him the weekend of the 9th-10th or whatever??
well that weekend didn't work out so we postponed the trip until this weekend...
but it turns out that i have "viral ephangitis" or whatever the doctor called it
basically i've been sick for a few days
so this morning i told his mom i probably shouldn't come, i don't want to infect everyone.
so she's visiting him but i'm not.
i'm actually okay with it though.
when i first realized i couldn't go down this weekend, i was really upset
and plus i felt like crap, so yeah i was upset
and then my mom says i'm freaking out for no reason, and maybe i should get back on paxil.
i can't believe she said that.
actually, i can believe it.
but anyway...
it just kinda sucks.
it's been over a month now since i've visited him
i feel like a sucky girlfriend half the time
sorry for rambling on about it...
all i know is thank goodness for the OC.
4 months, 6 days down.