:(
i know i just posted but i feel the need to do so again.
it's so sad to watch someone make the same mistakes you did.
and you try to warn them and they get mad at you.
i guess i'm like a second mom to my roommates.
i can't sleep b/c there has been major tension in spruce 304 tonight.
and even though the individual swears she isn't mad, she sure seems mad at the world, and who knows what can be done to fix this problem b/c she keeps denying it.
in other news...
the best thing i have in life right now is off limits to me.
and that sucks majorly.
he's all i can think about.
it's part of the reason i've been so down lately.
i just still don't know how to cope with it.
and you guys probably wanna punch me in the face for writing about it on here all the time, you're probably tired of hearing about it.
but i mean, that's me. this is what i'm dealing with right now.
and if i seem like i'm in a bad mood or whatever, that's why.
if you guys could only see the look on his face when visiting hours are over, maybe you could begin to understand.
the pain is definitely real.
god is teaching me daily to rely on him, b/c he's the only one who can get me through this.
it's all in his plan, all in his plan. i need to remember that.
dang life is hard.
i'm over school, i just need to be able to take a breath, think, and collect my thoughts. is that too much to ask for?
p.s. i hope you guys don't judge me.
it's so sad to watch someone make the same mistakes you did.
and you try to warn them and they get mad at you.
i guess i'm like a second mom to my roommates.
i can't sleep b/c there has been major tension in spruce 304 tonight.
and even though the individual swears she isn't mad, she sure seems mad at the world, and who knows what can be done to fix this problem b/c she keeps denying it.
in other news...
the best thing i have in life right now is off limits to me.
and that sucks majorly.
he's all i can think about.
it's part of the reason i've been so down lately.
i just still don't know how to cope with it.
and you guys probably wanna punch me in the face for writing about it on here all the time, you're probably tired of hearing about it.
but i mean, that's me. this is what i'm dealing with right now.
and if i seem like i'm in a bad mood or whatever, that's why.
if you guys could only see the look on his face when visiting hours are over, maybe you could begin to understand.
the pain is definitely real.
god is teaching me daily to rely on him, b/c he's the only one who can get me through this.
it's all in his plan, all in his plan. i need to remember that.
dang life is hard.
i'm over school, i just need to be able to take a breath, think, and collect my thoughts. is that too much to ask for?
p.s. i hope you guys don't judge me.