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ok well today suckkked. im prettty pisssed off about NH. cause honestly i got my hopes all up and now i cant go cause no one can go with me. my mom wont let me fly alone. ive bene liek ocunting down days and everything. honestly im running out of chances. i felt sooo awesome cause i couldt liek wait, i was sooo excited, then i just felt squashed with like a thousand pounds cause my hopes were juss shto down. uhh out of anything right now i really need to get away u know what i mean. and i realllllllllly misss dnaielle alot and it be good to see her. i just wish somehow i could convince my mother to let me go by myself if all else fails..
schoooools ok. i gues sim doing alright. ive been putting in alto of effort lately i really need to get a goooooood GPA. we had church today. it was tiring. but oh well. been making some new friends. hang around a different crowd i guess. i LOVE steven lyon. hes amazing. kurtis n matthew as well. i guess thats the only thing that keeps me at verot or keeps me going. recently iv ebeen reflecting on the past and things just have seeemed to change alot. i felt like i had hte best friend sin the world. i mean i still def. do but..were not as close. it bothers me. but i hate always having to be the one to intiate everything..like to call them to invite them places to im them or anything. i dont roll with one sided firendships. and all the ones that are ytour friend sbut just stabu in the back blow too. oh well. i guess stuf fhappens right?
also. lately i dont knwo what it is but ive felt a sense of lazyness. and i never have fun doing anything anymore. nothings fun. idont knwo why but idunno. thats all i can really explain not much but oh well.
well honestly. i have much mor eto say but not just enough time to write in here. i must go do the homework.ill update if anything miraculous seeems to happen( i hope so!).
comment me.
julsers
schoooools ok. i gues sim doing alright. ive been putting in alto of effort lately i really need to get a goooooood GPA. we had church today. it was tiring. but oh well. been making some new friends. hang around a different crowd i guess. i LOVE steven lyon. hes amazing. kurtis n matthew as well. i guess thats the only thing that keeps me at verot or keeps me going. recently iv ebeen reflecting on the past and things just have seeemed to change alot. i felt like i had hte best friend sin the world. i mean i still def. do but..were not as close. it bothers me. but i hate always having to be the one to intiate everything..like to call them to invite them places to im them or anything. i dont roll with one sided firendships. and all the ones that are ytour friend sbut just stabu in the back blow too. oh well. i guess stuf fhappens right?
also. lately i dont knwo what it is but ive felt a sense of lazyness. and i never have fun doing anything anymore. nothings fun. idont knwo why but idunno. thats all i can really explain not much but oh well.
well honestly. i have much mor eto say but not just enough time to write in here. i must go do the homework.ill update if anything miraculous seeems to happen( i hope so!).
comment me.
julsers