update...kinda

Nov 07, 2005 10:58

yay for accidentally deleting my background, haha.

I'm glad your back dave, i missed you!

This weekened was alright i guess. I spent it all with my mom because im sick of being the one making the phone calls to hang out with people. Like I've said before, i hate when people change so quickly right infront of you. I guess you just begin to find out who your real friends are when you grow up. I'm going to Marysville SOON, and i'm going to U of M soon....k? lol. Lake Orion pretty much sucks now. Anyway...me and my mom drove up to Frankenmeuth bc i decided i was in the Christmas spirit...i love bronners, and i wanna go back up there before it snows and actually walk around the town, and go to all the shops, and get good old fashion candy, and popcorn....and fudge, yum. Then we rented "Surviving Christmas"...it was alright, and "white noise"...which was good.

I want it to be Christmas.

But before christmas its gunna be thanksgiving, and usually my dads side all comes here, he has two brothers. BUT we've been having this "situation" with my grandparents and stuff...and everyones been fighting, and now my uncles "have to work" so they cant come for thanksgiving. Its going to be me, my mom, and dad. My family is falling apart...and i cant stand it. My mom hasnt even talked to her brother for like 2 years, and now my dads brothers are being weird. We are all eachother have, and look whats happening. I'm just thankful to have my parents i guess. oh well, what can ya do?

I registered for classes today...I'm gunna have classes tues-thurs, which is good bc then i can work mondays and fridays all day. I need the money, esp if i'm going to move in a couple of months.

I hate not feeling good too, it just started yesterday. I'm all stuffed up, and i'llbe super hot, then the next min i'll be freezing, and the other way around. Lame lame lame. I havent been able to sleep good the past two nights either, w00t.

Enough bitching, I'm sorry =)

I'm craving a white chocolate mocha from starbucks right now....eeeek =)

Maybe if i get out of the house and get some fresh air i'll feel a little better...maybe i'll go use my gift certificate...hmm

I need to get photoshop i think...or figure out a way where i can have a picture be my default thing, and not have it soooooo small.

Maybe i'm juyst computer illiterate. Yeah, i bet thats it.

Sometimes i wish i could just fast forward through life, and see if everything that we all put up with is actually worth it. I just want a glimps of my life in like 10 years...who will i be? What will i be doing? I just wanna know if i'm even in the right mind set right now. I have dreams and goals like everyone, i just wanna know if they are going to get me anywhere.

Dont ask where that came from...haha

I'm gunna go, I gotta shower and do some homework! Have a good one!

~Jules~
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