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[jules3665]

i was so excited
he actually agreed
he showed up and we went out
he held me close
hugged me
kissed me
it was pure heaven
i love him
he was everything i wanted in a guy
absolutely perfect
we went out
then came back to my place
and fell asleep together
when i woke up
both my parents were downstairs
*i knew right then that i was dreaming this wonderful wish.
my parents haven't been together in 6 or 7 years
i woke up
i wish my dream would come true
dreams are life like
but they are disappointing when you wake up
and your dream fades away.
if dreaming is the only way that i may get a guy
then so be it......
why can't any of my dreams come true
thats all i want to ask.

pain is building in my heart......
growing with every second.....