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this sucks...I have a huge midterm tomorrow and everyone in the class is unprepared. I couldn't understand this one sentence in one of the articles that I was looking over-not a good sign...And I did study, and I will probably get up early to study some more in the morning, but I can hardly focus on it. I'm down and I do know why, but I can't fix it. I'm frustrated and I know why as well, and I can't fix that either. Hopefully it will fix itself over time. Not much that can be done. I hope that tomorrow can be a good day despite the workload that I have to deal with this weekend-history paper, mass amounts of photo, history movie...it doesn't seem like alot written down, but it will be a bitch to go through all of it. And i'm not the only one, and I do know that. I worry that sometimes I annoy people and I should just keep my mouth shut or not be around. I feel like I can't even help myself anymore, but I should be there for others. And I want to be there because I do understand sometimes-it's just hard and that makes it harder for me. I just hope to help as much as I actually can because I worry too much and I know that and that's partially waht's bothering me. Oh well, it's not worth worrying about I guess...Missing nfty a bit and weirdly hs people as well-that's probably because they are home right now about to celebrate the start of the world series this weekend. I'm glad to be here though, because in the end this is where I do belong and I know that which is good. It would be weird for me to go to Ryan's, even if I tell myself it would be a good time-it would be ridiculously awkward. It's hard when you have those random realizations. Oh well-tonight wasn't too bad, but it wasn't too good either and now I am in a bit of a bad mood. Oh well, what can you do, right? Just sleep it off I guess-that's my answer to everything though it probably shouldn't be...Here's to a hopeful not toooooooo stressful weekend.