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oy oy oy...i dunno what I am feeling. I think I am just kinda confused. I think I may like one of the guys down in the sub with me, but I am not fully sure and I don't really know if I could handle something with him. We are all so open with each other that I know how he treats girls and I don't want to be one of them at all. But then we talk through some of my crap with guys and he says stuff and I see him doing what he is talking about and I just get confused. And if you understood my last sentence that I give you props! haha! Whatever, it is nothing to stress about or worry about at all. It trully is whatever. I know how some amazing music on my computer so girls get ready to jam and dance when we get back. I have all this reggae and other crazy mixes. Summer is moving kinda slowly. I guess what kinda sucks is that I haven't really gotten a chance to chill with my friends from home and stuff. And alot of them are already gone now at camp or other places for the summer. I just don't feel attached or that I have a place. And I have absolutely no plans for the 4th which means I will be chillin with me madre once again...It's not bad, but I would like to have some social life at one point. Oh well, I am sure this sounds worse than it actually is. June is almost over and then just July and part of August. Hopefully it will warm up again here soon so I can frolick in my new skirts haha! Oh I got this beautiful bronze colored skirt and matching strappless top. And I am getting gold shoes to go with it! Now I just need a nice place to wear it! hehe! Well, gotta head back down to my work soon. But I miss you all loads and love you lots!!! mwah :)