i am such a bad relative
One of my grandmothers died this morning. I was in Arkansas this summer and I didn't go see her, didn't call her.......nothing. I didn't know where my sperm donor (my bio father) had put her, so I didn't get to have contact with her. She was in a nursing home in Mountain View, but he moved her so my drug addicted uncle couldn't find her. And she died, this morning. I am a terrible person, a horrible grandchild. I don't deserve relatives, I deserve to be the old lady who dies with 100's of pets around her and no money or no life.
That is all I deserve, nothing more.
That is all I deserve, nothing more.