dreams
I had a good dream followed by a HORRIBLE dream! I'll recount the horrible one first... that's how it should've been, if I had to have a horrible dream, it should've been followed by a good dream....
There's not much to it. I was driving in the dark, on a busy highway, in the rain, trying to get somewhere I was late to meet my mom. The gas tank was almost empty. There were orange and white striped barriers in my lane on the highway so I moved to the other lane, only I didn't move back when I was supposed to, and when I went over a hill there was a big pile of oncoming traffic. I swerved a few times, and of course I ended up hitting someone, spinning around, and watching as all these other cars crashed into each other in a big pile-up I caused. When my car stopped, I was crushed head-to-head into this other car and I could see the driver not moving. At that point I made myself wake up. :P
Now, the other dream, which I should've had last because it left me feeling happy. Jim and I were living in a much neater apartment, style-wise, and we were throwing a party. I had put off getting ready and it was time to shower, only that's when people started showing up. So I was walking around, half-dressed or naked, letting people in. And no one cared really, it was like a big party game of me pretending to have to stick my head around doorways and such so that no one would see me naked, but if I wouldn't nothing would happen. At some point I miraculously was ready (the details not detailed in the dream) and there was another knock on the door. I went to open it, and duke_nemmerle was there. He came in, grabbed my shoulders in a good way, pulled me towards him with a devious smile, and gave me a very surprising and enjoyable kiss! Which I suppose my brain considered an event not to try to top, and that dream ended there. Or at least that's all I remember.
I'm assuming the first dream means that if I make my decisions based on what will please my mother (and rest of family), it won't turn out well. The second dream seems to indicate that I should throw a party, be naked, and visit St. Louis. Grin.
There's not much to it. I was driving in the dark, on a busy highway, in the rain, trying to get somewhere I was late to meet my mom. The gas tank was almost empty. There were orange and white striped barriers in my lane on the highway so I moved to the other lane, only I didn't move back when I was supposed to, and when I went over a hill there was a big pile of oncoming traffic. I swerved a few times, and of course I ended up hitting someone, spinning around, and watching as all these other cars crashed into each other in a big pile-up I caused. When my car stopped, I was crushed head-to-head into this other car and I could see the driver not moving. At that point I made myself wake up. :P
Now, the other dream, which I should've had last because it left me feeling happy. Jim and I were living in a much neater apartment, style-wise, and we were throwing a party. I had put off getting ready and it was time to shower, only that's when people started showing up. So I was walking around, half-dressed or naked, letting people in. And no one cared really, it was like a big party game of me pretending to have to stick my head around doorways and such so that no one would see me naked, but if I wouldn't nothing would happen. At some point I miraculously was ready (the details not detailed in the dream) and there was another knock on the door. I went to open it, and duke_nemmerle was there. He came in, grabbed my shoulders in a good way, pulled me towards him with a devious smile, and gave me a very surprising and enjoyable kiss! Which I suppose my brain considered an event not to try to top, and that dream ended there. Or at least that's all I remember.
I'm assuming the first dream means that if I make my decisions based on what will please my mother (and rest of family), it won't turn out well. The second dream seems to indicate that I should throw a party, be naked, and visit St. Louis. Grin.