Howdy. =)
Hello ya'll! - It's been a few days.Well, my mom said I can come home to PA soon. I hope she fallows thorugh with her word. it seems everytime she says I can go back, She changed her mind, and uses something I did wrong against me. It sucks. There has been like teo nights out of every night since I've been here that her and I haven't faught. We didn't fight tonight, because.. I was in an upset mood all day today and she noticed so she started asking questions, and with my answers, she got the idea to leave me alone. =) So that was good. I talk to my daddy on the phone the other day. I love and miss him more than words. It was bad, last night I was thinking of about if my mom died, and that I'd be able to get over it semi-quick, but then I thought about if my daddy died. That would be the end of my life. He'd the best man in this world, and I praaaay every night that I will die before him, because I couldn't take it if he died before me. I'd go absolutely insane without him. I thought about alot of things last night actually, it made me cry. Like Chels, someone who I would KILL to be with, but I can't say who.. and this whole situation of me being here and not there. It's been so terrible here. Another thing, HAHA I miss Anthony. =( SO much. More than ever now. I think about him almost consistantly. He never talks to me anymore. I don't know, I'm weird like that. He was an amazing kid and I wish I could just give it up already. lol. That's why I hate having relationships.. I get so attached, and it turnd out to be a total waste. So from now on, I think I'm going to wait,for a few YEARS to actually, get serious. Anywho, enough about my sob story. You guys and leave a comment, and tell me what's up. I miss you all, and I can't wait to come home. <3 Love you.
-Jules<3*
-Jules<3*