AYB
So I ordered the COOLEST freaking Vday shirt the other day, Im hoping it gets here tomorrow (well, today now). it says:
Roses are FF0000
Violets are 0000FF
All my base are belong to you
yea, how cool is that.
So Alex and I are more than likelly going to move down to SLC pretty soon, and Im goin crazy. I am so excited to go down there, and I know I will love living in the city. There is one problem that is starting to come up. I decided officially tongight that I am doing the most masochistic thing that I could at this moment, I am falling in love. Matters are made worse by the fact that this girl is admitting that she feels the same way about me (up until now she had denied any feelings because she has been afraid of relationships.) So now I realize that I am leaving, and I will NOT allow this to stop me, because I feel like I need to get out, and on top of that I feel that Alex needs to get out, so that makes me feel even more like I need to go. I guess its partially because Alex is such a remarkable, interesting, and deep kid. I feel like I cant even get into his mind and interest him all that much so often, and for some reason that clicks with me. The fact that Alex doesnt take the easy answer, that he questions everything and thinks about so much makes me love being around him. I remember once months ago Jon telling me that he felt like even though him and Alex had been friends since childhood he didnt really know who Alex was, that he was so mysterious. I told Jon that I would have it no other way with Alex, that was part of the reason why I enjoy being around him. Living with Alex its like I cant just be completelly comfortable with everything, I need to continue to analyze the situation and him, and I love that because it keeeps me thinking.
I dont know if this makes too much sense because I am really tired and I just typed it all and dont feel like reading through it before posting, and I realize that my thoughts sorta wandered, so dont expect this to make too much sense.
oh, and as a side note which someone here may consider entertaining, I was scrollling through the moods, and good was right above grateful. Scrolling through I thought I read grood.
Roses are FF0000
Violets are 0000FF
All my base are belong to you
yea, how cool is that.
So Alex and I are more than likelly going to move down to SLC pretty soon, and Im goin crazy. I am so excited to go down there, and I know I will love living in the city. There is one problem that is starting to come up. I decided officially tongight that I am doing the most masochistic thing that I could at this moment, I am falling in love. Matters are made worse by the fact that this girl is admitting that she feels the same way about me (up until now she had denied any feelings because she has been afraid of relationships.) So now I realize that I am leaving, and I will NOT allow this to stop me, because I feel like I need to get out, and on top of that I feel that Alex needs to get out, so that makes me feel even more like I need to go. I guess its partially because Alex is such a remarkable, interesting, and deep kid. I feel like I cant even get into his mind and interest him all that much so often, and for some reason that clicks with me. The fact that Alex doesnt take the easy answer, that he questions everything and thinks about so much makes me love being around him. I remember once months ago Jon telling me that he felt like even though him and Alex had been friends since childhood he didnt really know who Alex was, that he was so mysterious. I told Jon that I would have it no other way with Alex, that was part of the reason why I enjoy being around him. Living with Alex its like I cant just be completelly comfortable with everything, I need to continue to analyze the situation and him, and I love that because it keeeps me thinking.
I dont know if this makes too much sense because I am really tired and I just typed it all and dont feel like reading through it before posting, and I realize that my thoughts sorta wandered, so dont expect this to make too much sense.
oh, and as a side note which someone here may consider entertaining, I was scrollling through the moods, and good was right above grateful. Scrolling through I thought I read grood.