BLEGH
Well. I got that text message... Ya know. That one. "we need to talk"
If anyone here has had a significant other say that with good results, then wow. Because as I knew the moment I read it, those words NEVER mean anything good.
Soooo I called her. Talked a bit. The famous words came... the whole lets be friends thing. BLEGH.
As we continued to talk for a good 40 minutes, I began to get a better understanding of what was going on, and what she seemed to mean was that with all the stress of work and school, she would rather not worry about a relationship right now. She said that she feels like I deserve a girlfriend that will be around for me more than what she can. She asked if there was still a chance that things may work out in the end.
I don't know... I'm retiring soon. In a month probably. I will be moving back to Utah to train on the National Ability Center nordic ski team for as long as there is snow on the ground. I had planned on going back to San Antonio after that, but if I'm not with Tiffany then I won't have a reason to go back. If I don't go back then I don't see how there can be a future later on. Ugh.
This girl is amazing, beautiful, caring, blah blah blah etc. Why do things always have to suck for me. Life is amazing for me right now, but sometimes I really wish I could live a mediocre life and still be happy. Ya know... Normal job, wife and kids, house in the suburbs with a dog in the back yard sort of life. But that isn't me.
BLEGH
If anyone here has had a significant other say that with good results, then wow. Because as I knew the moment I read it, those words NEVER mean anything good.
Soooo I called her. Talked a bit. The famous words came... the whole lets be friends thing. BLEGH.
As we continued to talk for a good 40 minutes, I began to get a better understanding of what was going on, and what she seemed to mean was that with all the stress of work and school, she would rather not worry about a relationship right now. She said that she feels like I deserve a girlfriend that will be around for me more than what she can. She asked if there was still a chance that things may work out in the end.
I don't know... I'm retiring soon. In a month probably. I will be moving back to Utah to train on the National Ability Center nordic ski team for as long as there is snow on the ground. I had planned on going back to San Antonio after that, but if I'm not with Tiffany then I won't have a reason to go back. If I don't go back then I don't see how there can be a future later on. Ugh.
This girl is amazing, beautiful, caring, blah blah blah etc. Why do things always have to suck for me. Life is amazing for me right now, but sometimes I really wish I could live a mediocre life and still be happy. Ya know... Normal job, wife and kids, house in the suburbs with a dog in the back yard sort of life. But that isn't me.
BLEGH