i'm pissed.

[jukebox_riot]

no. just a little sad. i'm in a sad and horrible and depressed mood. everything was fine today until we exchanged "secret santa" presents with my friends.. my gift, a plate of pancit (filipino noodles). i mean, i love my friend that gave it to me.. but i feel selfish and horrible that im feeling this way.. plus i have a final tomorrow and all i want to do is get wasted. fuckfuckfuck.

my birthday is in 12 days and i'm not even excited.

i go home in 3 days and i'm not even excited

what the fuck?