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I've had a pretty good week. (It's a strange feeling!)
Today I met my dad in Jefferson to have lunch at Subway and then went out to the Johnson Creek Outlet Mall... i had a really good time with him. Just bummin around and talkin bout whatever. It was nice. Dont get to do stuff like that too often.
Tommorow I am workin from 10am til round 10/11pm at the Theatre. Not sure what we are doin, but it'll be worth it, cuz after work, I'll get to see my Sethers. **Yay for snuggles and cuddles!** I have to work all day on Saturday too, but thats otay, cuz Seth will be in town til probly sunday er possibly monday if he can get outta work. my girl jenny said she'd possibly say over Saturday night after i get outta work.
Seth really needs to be here this weekend, so i can cheer him up. he has been really down since he graduated and moved back home... He compares home with hell and wants desperatly to get out of it. He's takin some giant leaps in directions he has never gone in before and being bold... all things that are very much not like him and are major decisions... He is so scared of failing and indirectly failing me... I am tryin to do what i can to cheer him up in the phone, but you can only do so much on the phone, ya know? I know he can do this, he just needs to stop doubting himself and stick it out.... it will be hard, there will be downfalls, but its how you dust yerself off and keep goin that will matter most.
i cant say i'm not scared myself, but i know he can do this if he is truly passionate about it. *sigh* he just needs to believe that for himself...
neways... gatta love being the middle person... i just want to help everyone and sometimes its a conflict of interest, cuz i see both sides totally and can agree with sooo much of it... nevermind what i'm tlakin bout... i'm sure if it pertains to you.... you understand completely.... ;)
Time to talk to my dear friend Sarah :)
jnd
Today I met my dad in Jefferson to have lunch at Subway and then went out to the Johnson Creek Outlet Mall... i had a really good time with him. Just bummin around and talkin bout whatever. It was nice. Dont get to do stuff like that too often.
Tommorow I am workin from 10am til round 10/11pm at the Theatre. Not sure what we are doin, but it'll be worth it, cuz after work, I'll get to see my Sethers. **Yay for snuggles and cuddles!** I have to work all day on Saturday too, but thats otay, cuz Seth will be in town til probly sunday er possibly monday if he can get outta work. my girl jenny said she'd possibly say over Saturday night after i get outta work.
Seth really needs to be here this weekend, so i can cheer him up. he has been really down since he graduated and moved back home... He compares home with hell and wants desperatly to get out of it. He's takin some giant leaps in directions he has never gone in before and being bold... all things that are very much not like him and are major decisions... He is so scared of failing and indirectly failing me... I am tryin to do what i can to cheer him up in the phone, but you can only do so much on the phone, ya know? I know he can do this, he just needs to stop doubting himself and stick it out.... it will be hard, there will be downfalls, but its how you dust yerself off and keep goin that will matter most.
i cant say i'm not scared myself, but i know he can do this if he is truly passionate about it. *sigh* he just needs to believe that for himself...
neways... gatta love being the middle person... i just want to help everyone and sometimes its a conflict of interest, cuz i see both sides totally and can agree with sooo much of it... nevermind what i'm tlakin bout... i'm sure if it pertains to you.... you understand completely.... ;)
Time to talk to my dear friend Sarah :)
jnd